Marco Bodt and CherryPikkins

(MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS)
So I had just caught up to the 34th chapter of 'Just Be' written by the best author I know, cherrypikkins, and let's just say that I think I'll never be able to live my life the same way. I would recommend you all read it, but only if you're ready for Hell. Because, really? I wasn't. I wasn't prepared for Marco to die. All over again. Except this time, in my POV. I feel-- scratch that- CAN'T feel anything anymore. Like my whole world has come to a stop. Like everything is slowing down. I can't think straight, the only thing I can think about is Marco. And how... How I wasn't able to save him. No matter how many times I go back. (i re-read(red) it a million times trying to change it with my mind, it never worked...) If I've known how cruel the world was, I never would have joined the--- Wait a second.. WHOA... I was getting a little out of hand there, was I about to say "never joined the military"? I was, wasn't I? AMG CherryPai, look. Your stories are so well-written I believed I was in them for a second. Q_Q But I still feel Marco's loss in my heart. Before, it was so tiny.. But when I read(red) your story, it grew so wide. Like a void. One time I woke up in the morning, about to reach for Marco's Survey Corps cloak, but found nothing. I searched for it, and then I realized it wasn't going to be there. Q~Q I sobbed, you know? I've never sobbed in my life. Not like that. Don't get the wrong idea though. I... enjoyed reading your story. And I have just one more chapter to catch up with the rest of your watchers... Well...

Peace out..

(btw, i realize im a drama queen, so go ahead and say i exaggerated, but just give me some time to get over it.. if i can..)